I just realise something, those incubators and the machines around him is preventing him to go cause all those machine is trying to save him but to no avail.
why let him suffer so much if it is already his time to go. why was he admitted to SICU instead of MICU?? did you ask them? is there any improvement wif the incubators in him? did you ask them?
well, maybe on the night he was admitted you're just too shocked and sad to be thinking bout anything but now, its been 2 days. why are you still acting like a dungu? you yourself is a staff nurse its time you start thinking like a person, like a daughter, like a staff nurse.
maybe you know those incubators
are not making any improvement but you're just denying those facts you dont want to lose your father cause you think you havent done enough
as a daughter for him right but that's your own fault why make him suffer bcause of your own fault? anyway, a daughter can never have done enough for a father than for what a father have done for a daughter.
why dont you just let him be leave those incubators away from him if he's meant to live, he will survive but if its time for him to go, no matter how long you hold on to him, no matter how hard you try to save him, he will still go. dont you know that ajal maut di tangan Tuhan? who are you to stop HIM?
Wahidah, i know you love him, my father loves him too, we all do, but you just have to accept the fact that its time for him to go.
but before anything happen its better if you tell your mother his real condition, dont keep her in the dark she has all the right to know what's going on wif her husband i know you are worried wif her condition, you dont want to make it worse but have you ever thought how she might feel how she might react if you suddenly bring his body back? its going to be a shock for her.
what's worse is you lied to her. will she be able to forgive you dont make the situation worse. if you're not able to be a good daughter to your father then try to be one to your mother dont let the opportunity slip again.
Right now maybe what you can do is to read yassin for him yassin is not just for dead people you know, it can also be read for people who is in a critical condition a person in a critical condition needs it
as much as a dead person need.
he have had a rough life from young to what happen in your family with your brothers, for once just let him be in peace let him go in peace.
